Sedar tak sedar, 2014 hampir melabuhkan tirainya. Ha, fancy tak ayat? Huhu. Banyak benda dah jadi dalam setahun ni. Alhamdulillah, semua yang jadi dalam buku 2014 aku ni, had thought me some lessons. I mean, a lot of lessons.
First of all, I learned to not to share 100% of my problems and secrets to someone. Weather its your friend or someone you trust. Yeah, even if you really trust that person, you shouldn't tell them everything. Because one day, that person you really trust and knows all of your secrets and problems is going to leave you. By "leave you" I mean that person is going to be friends with other people or you had a fight with that person and then you turned up to be an absolute stranger to each other or what so ever. That's a big problem you know, that person can tell all of your secrets and problems from A to Z to other people. Even if its an embarrassing thing, you think that person cares? I experienced that. Sakit hati & tak sangka. So, jangan jadi bodoh dan mudah percayakan orang.
We have Allah, tell him everything.
We have Allah, tell him everything.
Second of all, its about friends. Yeah I admit, PT3 is not the only problem I faced this year. Its true, in life, people come and go. Some people came in our life to make memories and some of them came in our life to teach us a lesson. After all the the problems I faced with my "friends" I realized that there are just a few of them who I can really count on. Everyone can laugh with you when you're happy but not everyone can lend a shoulder when you're sad. Kan? For those who always be there when I needed, accept me at my worst, and the most important, for those who always remind me of Allah. Thank you so much. I pray to Allah to always keep you under His protection. Amin ya rabb.
Kawan ni, bagi aku main peranan besar dalam hidup. Ada je kan family dia alim, ayah tok imam, mak ustazah tapi dia sebaliknya. Pengaruh siapa? Kawan. Kalau kita tak ada kawan yang selalu ingatkan kita pasal Tuhan, kita jadi lah kawan tu. Masa hangout, dah masuk waktu solat, ajak kawan tu solat pun dah cukup. Suwit gitu.
Lastly, (actually banyak lagi aku malas nak menaip, sori not sori) forgive and forget. Memang tak senang. I repeat, memang tak senang. Tapi kalau berdendam lama lama jadi jutawan ke? Heh, you wish. Just accept the fact lah that every human in this world can't avoid from committing sins. Dosa dengan Tuhan pun banyak, apatah lagi sesama manusia. Tapi, dosa dengan manusia ni payah. Selagi orang tu tak maafkan kita, selagi tu Allah tak maafkan kita. Seram kan? So let's help each other by forgiving. Even if si fulan tu buat dosa dekat kita sebesar icebergs dekat kutub tu pun, cubalah maafkan. Tak perlu nak balas dendam. Doakan yang terbaik untuk si fulan tu and let Allah do His job.
"Sebab apa kita kena doakan yang terbaik untuk orang yang dah buat taik dekat kita?"
Heh, I tell ya why. Bekauus, our real enemy is syaitan. Yes. Orang orang yang buat jahat dekat kita ni sebenarnya dah termakan dengan kata kata atau hasutan makhluk durjana ni. Jadi, kita kena lah doakan lah dia dilindungi dari hasutan syaitan & diberi hidayah olehNya. InsyaAllah.
Okay that's it (bcs im sleepy, kalau tak panjang lagi entry ni huhu)
Overall, this year is a very challenging year. But, I will appreaciate for each thing that ever happened, each person who ever came and left, every moment of tears and laughter. Those things will always be my bitter sweet memory. Aku paling bersyukur sebab masih diberi peluang lagi untuk bernafas.
Alhamdulillah ya Allah.
Semoga kau tabahkan diri ini untuk tempuh segala ujian yang engkau beri ya Allah. Amin ya rabbal alamin.
Overall, this year is a very challenging year. But, I will appreaciate for each thing that ever happened, each person who ever came and left, every moment of tears and laughter. Those things will always be my bitter sweet memory. Aku paling bersyukur sebab masih diberi peluang lagi untuk bernafas.
Alhamdulillah ya Allah.
Semoga kau tabahkan diri ini untuk tempuh segala ujian yang engkau beri ya Allah. Amin ya rabbal alamin.
