May 21, 2015

A free bird (not for long)

Assalamualaikum guysssss
Hey hey hey
I hope whoever is reading this is in a good condition & if you're not, go hv some rest okeyy? 

You wanna know something?
No?
I'm still gonna tell you ok--

Mid term is OVER!!!! 
Even tho I'm a day late from my other classmates but still, YAY! I answered my chemistry paper in the teacher's room and blerghhh I can't focus at all. Orang lalu lalang keluar masuk bilik guru tu and some teachers chatting and stuff haih I just wanted to get out of there as soon as possible. Soalan dia bagi aku agak susah, I mean, memang susah, but I tried. Non stop kot menjawab, after paper 1 terus ambik paper 2 huhu & it took me like 2 hours and a half to answer both of them. I just hope for the best for my results, kinda scared actually but chill, you can always learn from mistakes and make improvements kan? Ihiks.

The last period at school today was addmaths class and Cikgu Shabul offered us if we wanted to check our addmaths paper ourselves but it's not fully mark yet so dapat usha usha macam tu je la and I was like NO THANKS CIKGU. Most of my classmates tak nak check sebab takut keciwa lol but some of them wanted to, but then semua orang ended up pergi check kertas dorang ERGHH tah pape tah korunk nih. I stayed at my place & borak dengan Hanis about movies, life, music, and you know, stuff that is more interesting than checking addmath's paper. Masa borak borak tu best la jugak tengok reaction dorunk dorunk yang nak sangaddd check paper addmaths tu, yang happy tu ok la, yang after check tu duduk tempat dia senyap senyap dan menyendiri tu tahu sangat lah broken heart ek ek ek. Cikgu didn't even finish marking it yet so maybe banyak lagi markah yang kau dapat tapi kau tak tahu sbb cikgu BELUM HABIS TANDA. Duh. I didn't put my hopes too high on addmaths, ada rezeki lulus lah, takda rezeki cuba lagi. 

So that's it for this entry. Oh more one thinggg, my left ear is healing alhamdulillaaah the torture has stopped and it didn't hurt that much anymore hihi.
Okay byeee xoxo



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May 19, 2015

The trial



It's 10.46 in the morning and I should be at school preparing for chemistry paper 2 but I'm at home typing this entry. I'm in real pain right now, the doctor said there is an infection in my left ear and the gegendang is bengkak. Yeah, ouch. It hurts a lot, I can't sleep for the last 2 nights and it was torturing. The first day I felt the pain was 3 days ago and I woke up crying like a baby and ran to my mom hahahaha. Its a rare thing for me sebab aku jarang sakit, tak tahu kenapa but once it happend mesti sakit gila gila la. But, alhamdulillah, penghapus dosa dosa kecil kan?

Yesterday I prayeddddd for the pain to go away because I want to go to school, ada paper kot. But then I woke up at 5 a.m and pain is getting worse, berdenyut denyut kOoOoOo haha and I cried again, lol nadia. Its hard to eat, nak bukak mulut pun sakit, nak kunyah pun kena slowmo. Bila baring, huhuhuhuhuhuhu it stings. That's why I can't sleep hmmmmm

Dah excited dah rabu ni habis exam, tapi disebabkan tak amik paper chemist harini, so kena la postpone. Hopefully esok dah okay...tak nak postpone daaah nak cepat habis...and cepat sembuh...I really can't endure the pain...please pray for me, thank you...

Bukan selalu dapat rasa kemanisan ujian Allah. Bila dah kena tu bersyukur banyak banyak sebab Dia still pandang kau. Allah nak kau ingat Dia sebab kau asyik leka dengan dunia. Hadapi ujian Dia dengan rasa insaf, walaupun sakit.
Qowiy lillahita'ala :)



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May 16, 2015

Almost there

Assalamualaikum
Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey

It's been a month since my last entry and nOpe exam is not over yet until wednesdayyyyyayyayyaay! 5 papers left, chemistry paper 1 & 2, pjk, psk and sejarah paper 3 so wish me luck! Tasyabarrnyeerr nak habis exaaam huhu. After one paper and another, non stop nak sumbat segala benda dalam otak, study hard walaupun tak masuk kepala hahahahhaha ERGH. Ni pun dah lega sangat sangat sebab cuti weekend fuh. Paper yang dah lepas tu alhamdulillah I did my very best but I'm vEry frustrated with my english paper 1 aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh I didn't manage to finish my essay on time. Tergantung ha, takda ending huh GREAT. Redha je la dengan result nanti kan huhu. 

So yeah haha
I don't have any idea what to type dah, cukup lah buat karangan(s) masa exam tu kaaaaaan 
So bye! Have a great weekend & take care uollss 



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