The trial

It's 10.46 in the morning and I should be at school preparing for chemistry paper 2 but I'm at home typing this entry. I'm in real pain right now, the doctor said there is an infection in my left ear and the gegendang is bengkak. Yeah, ouch. It hurts a lot, I can't sleep for the last 2 nights and it was torturing. The first day I felt the pain was 3 days ago and I woke up crying like a baby and ran to my mom hahahaha. Its a rare thing for me sebab aku jarang sakit, tak tahu kenapa but once it happend mesti sakit gila gila la. But, alhamdulillah, penghapus dosa dosa kecil kan?

Yesterday I prayeddddd for the pain to go away because I want to go to school, ada paper kot. But then I woke up at 5 a.m and pain is getting worse, berdenyut denyut kOoOoOo haha and I cried again, lol nadia. Its hard to eat, nak bukak mulut pun sakit, nak kunyah pun kena slowmo. Bila baring, huhuhuhuhuhuhu it stings. That's why I can't sleep hmmmmm

Dah excited dah rabu ni habis exam, tapi disebabkan tak amik paper chemist harini, so kena la postpone. Hopefully esok dah okay...tak nak postpone daaah nak cepat habis...and cepat sembuh...I really can't endure the pain...please pray for me, thank you...

Bukan selalu dapat rasa kemanisan ujian Allah. Bila dah kena tu bersyukur banyak banyak sebab Dia still pandang kau. Allah nak kau ingat Dia sebab kau asyik leka dengan dunia. Hadapi ujian Dia dengan rasa insaf, walaupun sakit.
Qowiy lillahita'ala :)

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